I ran into my landlord’s parked car this week. I couldn’t have just damaged the door a little. No. I had to bend the frame of her car. Sigh. I was so frustrated. I thought my point of attraction was high, but maybe I hadn’t actually been fully present to what it was. After it happened, I was immediately aware of my lowered point of attraction. The distress I felt was undeniable. I could feel the creases in my forehead and the tension in my jaw.
So, I took a deep breath and focused on relaxing. Once my body was calm, I turned to calming my mind. Okay, this happened. It is going to cost me a $500 deductible. That does suck. I wonder why it happened. What else had gone on during the day?
I went through my Reiki Box and felt guilty for not getting to some new requests sooner. I tried not to feel guilty and to make myself feel better by reminding myself that I work beyond time and space, but that didn’t really help. I felt bad that the requests hadn’t been attended to right away.
I’ve also been frustrated with myself for a recent purchase I made for work. It was for a package that had always intrigued and tempted me, but I had always felt I could make all the same material on my own and should pay to have it done for me. Lately I’ve had a couple of incidents come up where the material would have been helpful, but I never had gotten around to making it myself. When a sale was advertised, I gave in and bought it. I knew I probably could have found materials for my purposes cheaper. Ego and a lack mindset had invaded and I hadn’t even noticed as I worked hard to try to figure out how I was going to get my investment back. I was trying to force something with my own logic and reason instead of inviting Spirit to guide me.
So, I after some reflection I could see where my point of attraction had been lowered before my accident. I was dealing with those things through avoidance and force and leaving Spirit out of it. That lowered my vibes. Hitting the car lowered them further. I needed to reach for better thoughts through my inner conversation.
$500 is a lot of money, but I am grateful that I have it in the bank and it isn’t going to cause me hardship or affect my daily life. I have plenty of time to replace the $500 in my savings account and money has come to me easily for years now. I know that it will replace itself. If I never got into accidents my insurance would be wasted (that is a bit of a stretch, but hey). If no one got into accidents, what would body shops do? They are often small businesses. My money may go to someone who needs it a lot more than I do. Someone else’s money will come to me. That is just how things go. I like it when I get to choose where my money goes, but no one would choose to wreck their car and need to pay for it to be fixed and those workers really do need business, too.
It makes me feel better knowing that someone will benefit from this even though I won’t know who it is or how. I like knowing about the way money and all things come and go; go and come, and that I can always expect what I put out to come back to. In all things I can be grateful. And with that gratitude, my vibration and my point of attraction has been raised and I am back on track to manifesting my best life.